Every day the wound is torn open
When I cant wake up and see your face
And maybe I'm being selfish when I say this
But all it has caused me so far is pain

I cant say I didn't know you were hurting
So many times I'd held you while you cried
But I didn't know it was so bad
That you wanted to end your life

I know that if I had been there
I could have stopped you
All you needed was reassurance
That it wasn't what you wanted to do

I'm not ready to let you go
And I don't think I ever will be
Losing you has crippled me
And I really wish you could see

Because maybe if you knew
You would have changed your mind
Maybe if you knew
You'd still be alive