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Restless nights
I'm breaking
I can't be fixed
I'm missing
But I won't be missed
Still shaking
From what I fear
I can't let you in
So don't come near
I guess you're right
I'm way too thin
And I'm fighting a battle
That I'll never win
I have so many flaws
I don't know where to start
From my f***ed up hair
To my f***ed up heart
So what's the point
To continue to fight?
When my restless days
Turn into restless nights
This life hasn't been fair
I can finally tell
That nobody cares
And it hurts like hell
I still don't understand
What was God's cause?
Why did He put me on earth
With all of my flaws?
Was I born just to die?
Am I part of a plan?
Made to finally see
That I won't die an old man.
I don't know how to live
I have nothing to gain
And all I want from you
Is to end all my pain
I'm losing sight
Of what I've already seen
I'm losing my grip
And I'm barely seventeen
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